Monday, December 13, 2010

Post 17

The doctor told us that the next step would be to take my egg with Kendalls sperm and put them together in a dish and see what they did. If it worked they would inseminate me with them. The cost of this would be a lot more, into the thousands of dollars, and there was only a 30% chance of it working. When the doctor told me that my heart sank. I looked at Kendall and we both were thinking the same way. We told the doctor that this was something we wanted to talk about before we made a decision. We gathered up our stuff and headed back home.

There is no way I could go through with any more infertility treatments. I was burned out. Kendall was burned out. With only a 30% chance of this next step even working and to spend all that money and to go through the emotional stuff and to and to and to................. What about adopting?