Post 11

I was asked to coach the freshman girls basketball team. I was so excited so I said YES! I was getting everything set and ready to take the coaching classes when I once again, started my period. We called the fertility clinic and told them the news, I am sure they were thinking $$$$$$, and they said to get more ovulation tests and come back for another insemination when it was positive.

I was crying ALL the time. One time in particular it was a Sunday afternoon, and I had a total break down. I new it was all my fault that I couldn't get pregnant, I did something wrong, I know I did, If I would have, If I did, Why can they? It went on and on. Kendall held me on the couch for a few hours while I was crying my eyes out, and he in return, shed some tears. I did not understand one bit!!!! I finally stopped crying and I was both mentally and physical tired. We decided to go for a ride. We got into our truck and headed up the street, as we were leaving one of Kendalls good friends flagged us down and told us to look at the tornado in the sky, we thought he was just breaking the tension, but we looked up and there was really a tornado!! Yes, here in little Manti. Now that is a completely different story, but for the rest of the day there was something else to think about, talk about other then BABIES!!!!