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After two years of being married and not being able to conceive a child I started to wonder if it would ever happen. All through out Young Women's we were taught that we would get married to a worthy man in the temple and shortly after we were to start having children. I was struggling with this everyday thinking that I had somehow wronged God and this was my punishment. I stopped going to the temple, I hated church, I hated seeing people at the store and have them tell me it was about time to have a baby. I despised the fact that my sister-in-law was having a baby. I put on a happy face, but I was dying inside, emotionally. We finally decided to go talk to our doctor about our desire to have children. We were told to be patient and in the mean time to use condoms for 6 months and then try again.