Friday, May 14, 2010

Post 4

Now I am on Prozac I don't cry all the time. I am sure I am a lot easier to get along with, and it is easier to put infertility in the back of my mind.

A few more years went and passed. I started bringing up the word ADOPTION. Ever since I was a little girl I thought adopting a baby would be really cool, after I had had a few children of my own. Kendall wasn't sure about adopting. What if the parents came back and took there baby? What if the baby was a drug baby? What if, What if, What if?!?!?! We talked about adopting on several occasions and it just ended up with us both really angry about not being able to have kids of our own. Ever night on T.V. you see parents who have hurt or killed there children, why on earth could they have kids, and we couldn't? I would once again get angry at God asking him why, so and so could have a baby, because they couldn't take care of one, not like I could!!!

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