Thursday, May 13, 2010
Post 3
Mothers Day and Birthday were the worst. I sure as hell didn't want ANYONE to wish me a happy mothers day. I was NOT a mother!! And birthdays, well all I could think of was how old I was getting, which really wasn't that old, but I was infertile, unattractive, and depressed. I cried over everything. Kendall was and always has been so supportive to me. He would hold me tight and tell me everything was going to be alright, even though I knew that there was possibly be no way for things to be ok it still comforted me for a small time. I went to my local doctor and asked that he put me on some sort of medication. He put me on Prozac, which I loved. It made me numb.
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I can't imagine what you had to go through. I am so sorry. It was well worth the wait for your two beautiful babies now. I believe things always work out the way they do for a reason. Your reason is because those two kiddo's were on their way and needed you!
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